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Saturday, November 14, 2009 10:51 AM
15th November 2009
  Went out with Rafi, Huda, Fir, Agus, Dino and Wan. Actual plan was to watch Paranormal Activities at Town area but ended up, Wan and me was being left out cause' we were late. Wan fetched me all the way from Yishun and silly him, he should have told me that there's a change in venue. To Downtown, instead of Town. I can go public sey, Dohs. When the whole lot of them were enjoying the movie, we had our dinner at Pastamania. We shared about our single life. Unambiguously, i do felt a pinch of jealousy when he told me about the girls he's contacting with. Still, am aware of our limitation; friends. Well, ive have no say and acted cool. I am, actually. Sidetrack, after Downtown, we headed down to Grandlink since i suggested on Left 4 Dead. Its been so long since we had our lan gaming session. Wan taught Rafi how to play and i taught Huda as well. Fun fun fun. After an hour killing zombies and all, we decided to settle down at Kembangan Al- Ameen. They and their NS topic. Yang Fir pulak berangan jadi Sir. Kelakar gile (: Thanks Wan for sending home, sorry for troubling you. Really am.
Watching how loving Rafi and Huda is, did make me have some flashbacks. I was a little bit emotional and kept myself quiet. Im not expecting much from us. You're still the same cheeky naughty boy and i think its better for us to be just friends, for now. I know its hard, awkward for me to treat you this way, but to save this small little broken heart from aching, ill try to. Like you said, you dont want to disappoint me again and am appreciating it. Im letting you fly high boy, am not holding you back. If you're meant to be with me, we'll be back in future to come. As for now, im living my life like how it used to be for the past 7 months. Its not that bad after all. (;
I need to hit the sack soon. Time check; its 3 in the morning and im on full shift later at 10. Goodnight, babies.
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"It's Easy To Hate,
It's Harder To Love Me."
DAYAH AZMAN
nicotine addict ● scorpio queen
● sensitive ● loud ● i ♥ ZOUK ●
5th nov '89 ● sales assistant
● animal's prints obssessor
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