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Wednesday, November 18, 2009 9:20 PM
19th November 2009 Sehingga pedihnya penyiksaan di hati. Bukan hanya kepentingan, malahan keegoan telah ku korbankan. Berlimpahan kasih sayang aku curahkan, Buat mu seorang. Kiranya semua itu tak bermadai bagimu, Apa sebenarnya yang kau mahu ku tak tahu. Kau hilang bila ku tiba, Kau datang bila ku kecewa, Terasa diri di persenda. Dimana berakhirnya nanti permainan sendiwara mu ini, Sesungguhnya aku tak mengerti. Jika benar cinta itu buta, butakah mata ku? Berkali terluka masih jua ku merindu. Apa yang ku inginkan cuma kejujuran dalam perhubungan. Jika itu tiada apalah ertinya, Penantian ini hanya sia-sia." If you're still in love with her, why should i bother? You cant have/love two girls at the same time. Even if it's possible, i shall not gamble and risk my heart. Take care. Let's drop that previous topic. Im recovering from my asthma. Although, it is not fully recovered but atleast, it's getting better. I had my 16 hours of beauty sleep yesternight, from 7 in the evening till today, 11 in the morning. I was on MC yesterday and subsequently, 2 days off. It started from normal wheezing and then it escalated into chest tightness. Within a split second, i had difficulties in breathing, i was gasping for air. My aunt told me to go to the Doctor and get a tube of Ventolin inhaler. Ended up, i was on nebulizer. Dah lame kan tak kene asthma sekali kene macam nak mampos sey. I was crying like a baby. Too much for me to endure. I had fever, running nose, minor headaches, major heartaches, bad cough and asthma. Worst, i got scoldings from my Aunt for not taking good care of myself. She was worried for me. And told me to get myself absent from work the following day, which i did. Thought of dropping by Tampines Mart later in the evening. Miss the whole bunch of them. Will see how it goes. Cant wait till 26th Nov ; DBLO, 28th Nov; Zouk & 12th Dec; Zoukout. (: |
It's Harder To Love Me."  nicotine addict ● scorpio queen ● sensitive ● loud ● i ♥ ZOUK ● 5th nov '89 ● sales assistant ● animal's prints obssessor |
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