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Tuesday, December 8, 2009 10:02 AM
9th December 2009 Issues, yet again. Breathe in, breathe out. People have been advising me, "Dah lah Dayah, jangan layan die. Buat bodoh sudah." But i refused to. I want you readers, be it my haters or whatsoever, to evaluate how reliable the source of factuality in all her post. Obviously, i dont want this to prolong but sometimes, when things gone beyond the line, you just need to speak up. I have the right to stand up for my ownself and i dont see that as some form of a childish behaviour. Nur Amalina, you can talk all you want, post as you wish, i dont give a damn. Simply because your words aint gonna bring me down. Well, a group of my readers, know those dirty tricks that you gonna play on me. Go on, roll your dice. If you feel like posting all those messages exchanged between me and Rezzuan, go ahead. No one's stopping you. I dont feel even a pinch of being threatened. Im cool, babe. You assumed that i felt being cheated. Maybe, you should be the one. Why? Simply because your Bb talked shit about you behind your back. Depan punye lah sweet nak mampos. I was with him before you. He'll do all those sweet talks, indirectly. Omong omong kosong gitu lorh. He reported this and that to me about you; never gonna patch things up with you, his mom dont like you calling her 'Mak', about you harassing him, ouhya, even molesting him when you got to know he's contacting me and stuffs. He even called you, "Pompan longgar, right?" That's the reason why you tried ways to make me tag along in the same category as you. Neh! You wished. I may act like one minah, like 'anony' stereotyped me as, but atleast and thanked god, i still owned a dignity and pride, even after, a silly mistake ive done. From that mistake, i learnt and that's the reason why i shouldnt trust a man. Too bad babe, both you and him dont deserved a single bit of respect from me. Im not hating you for being with him. I hate you because you're young but own a fucking fuck up attitude despite those deceiving "im-innocent" look. Yes, i felt cheated, at first. I trusted him, and gave in. Go against my brother and all. But as days passed, after frequent meet-ups, i realised, he's not worth it. I believed i can no longer be happy like before and i dont see myself being with him in future to come. Look, you ever had his child, he fucked a few girls after breaking up with me, including you, and so. Come on. Kalau kau pike aku nak gado dengan kau pasal ni jantan, tolong. Aku tak sekontol kau. Jantan bukan die sorang dalam dunia ni. Im so over him. I shall not waste my effort, convincing losers like all of you, especially hate taggers. Im clever enough to make him one of my "kalau-boring-material". I wasnt hoping anything. When i kept quiet the day i decided to just ignore this jerk, he texted me, saying, "Fatfat, betol u taknak lyn i." and so on. Sape yang carik sape? In the middle of the dusk, he called me, asking me if i want to meet him up. He came all the way to Yishun with San, accompanying him. Aku ke yang terhegeh-hegehkan die? I make used of him. I made him carry my helmet, accompany me to and fro. I was playing along with his same old game. Im not as heartless as you, Lynn. I scolded him and say, "Dah bodoh pe kau ngandongkan anak dare orang." And when he's story-telling to me about the incident, he boxed your eye, i reacted with, "Asal kau pukol die? Sejak bile dah pandai pukol pompan? Bile aku nan kau, kau tak pernah jalan tangan pon?" He replied, "Salahkan die uh. Die yang kurang ajar. Padan muke die. Banyak banyak pompan takde satu pon yang mencabar aku, die sorang je." Tell me, should the person you love, respect most, talked behind your back; lanchiowei you? I come to realised that he's not the one for me. Satu jantan patut jage pompan yang die sayang bukan merosakkan. Dan bukan mengaibkan name pompan die jugak. Dan satu jantan patut bertanggungjawab atas perbuatan die dah buat bukan menghilangkan diri. Kalau die betol sayang kau, asal berape hari lepas break nan kau die call aku? Asal die gi menyundal dengan pompan lain? Asal? Nak cakap pasal balas dendam pat kau. Kalau sayang tak kan ade sifat dendam. Get that? I dont see why the hell should i get jealous over you being with him. I had both the best and worst side of him. I know him inside out. Yes, he'll changed. But only for a meantime. Maybe, you're laughing hard right now. Well, laugh all you want because at the end of the day we shall see who'll have the hardest one. Im not posting all this to make things go shaky between the both you. What for? Ive been keeping quiet. I even deleted my old blogspot just to prevent myself from blogging about you; venting anger and such. No point. Aku taknak jadi bahan orang kutok mengutok. Im sure you gonna read this. Not happy with it, you know my number. Holla me up. Since you want me to be a fully grown adult, you should know how to handle things in a appropriate manner. Bak kata pepatah melayu, Paku dulang, paku serpih, mengata orang dia yang melebih. (: And to hate taggers, muke bapok la, perangai minah la, childish la. That's all? Lame and dull.Nak suruh aku grow up? Firstly, before you start to condemn others, give yourself a good look in the mirror. Aik! Type pakai name samaran ke? Laaaaaa~ Perangai budak budak tu. Cube bilang sikit umur korang berape? Duit jajan mak bapak masih kasi, nak banyak bunyi pulak. Muke aku macam bapok? Ouh. Terima kasih. They're good in make up skills, you know. They can be hotter than pure females. Lain lah kau. Pakai eyeliner setinggi langit, blusher semerah Chinese Opera, bedak pakai pon tak betol agaknye. Tsk tsk! Nak saye ajar tak? (: Saye sedia membantu. Aku minah? Sorry la whyeeeeeeee. LOL. Geram? Nak tag tapi tak boleh kan sayang? Macam mane eh? Kau naik tingkat 12, kau terjun pon baek. - WITH MINAH ACCENT. :D Ok, im done. Promise my friends this will be the last post about that GIRL. ONLY BITCHES TALK SHIT THAT'S WHY IM BUSTING THEIR SHIT! |
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