Saturday, February 13, 2010 5:54 AM

Tidak pernah aku menduga,
Kita akan bersama,
Menjalinkan hubungan cinta.

Walaupun kita jarang bersua,
Percayalah namamu sahaja yang bertahta. ♥

Valentine's Day tomorrow. Celebrating, dating? I doubt so. Since my boy will be working at night. So yaaaaa. Now, i started to disagree with him, working night shifts. Why? I cant endure this lonely nights, missing him, waiting for his call and messages any longer. I can see that huge gap in between us. There's old saying, "Absence makes the heart grow fonder." which doesn't really apply to me. When im far from him, not getting to cuddle up with him whenever i insist to, i tend to make a big fuss out of it, indirectly; finding fault with him. I know he's on a mission but putting yourself in my shoes, it's totally not an easy task. I told myself umpteen times, not to be selfish but i cant. Sometimes, i just need his warmth. Im missing him right now. I realized, im always the fire starter to potential conflicts but Razmin always knows how to handle it and make it right for us. Am i not being a good girlfriend?

Dear bbybam, im sorry for throwing my tantrums at you. Im sorry for not prioritizing you as my boyf. Im sorry for not being good. Despite not meeting each other frequently, my love for you did not changed by even a single bit. Thanks for being such a dear to me. I love you and i miss you. With god's will, we'll bring this months to a year. (: